I've been condemned
I’m low and I’m lonely, with a drink in my hand
And if drinking is living I’ve lived as drunk as I can
Cause the pain doesn't leave when I’m out with my friends
And I know if you felt it you’d be the same as I am
It just takes too much to be who I am
It’s a lonely living that I’ve been condemned
I’m face down in the mud and I’m covered in shit
I’ve been using and thinking of better days I’ll admit
I can’t tell what was and I don’t know what is
But my friends and I will drink, try to forget all of this
It just takes too much to be who I am
It’s a lonely living that I’ve been condemned
There’s a girl and she loves me but it’s too late to call
If she sees me in this state she wouldn't love me no more
She wakes up in the morning and works to get paid
And I’ll still be fucked up when she clocks out today
It just takes too much to be who I am
It’s a lonely living that I’ve been condemned
All the folks they’ve left and the rain starts to pour
If only I had things to do anymore
Well I pull myself up off the soaking wet ground
And I walk to my bed and I laid right back down
It just takes too much to be who I am
It’s a lonely living that I’ve been condemned